I’m not really telling my family or friends a lot, but I’ve undergone a journey of weightloss and will continue. I’ve not been talking to a lot of my friends and I’ve become self reflective, but I miss them, I wish I could tell them this and ask for their help. Since I have finished school I’ve lost over 16kg and just in the last 3 months lost 10kg off that total. I’m thinking clearer, working clearer and making better decisions than those I made three months ago. I finding myself happier, and trying to improve each day. I’ve sort of become obsessed because I’ve only been around myself lately and use it as a distraction. But today I have a smile so wide; it’s proud, it’s happy and I feel tearily overwhelmed because I’ve hit double digits in my loss. I’ve had friends ask questions and make comments and it’s just so endearing to hear all this. To be called small, banging and good, and I’m not even half way just makes me feel like I am noticed and my efforts to change my life and turn my health around, are more than worth it. I notice the changes in my body physically but also my drive, the energy I have with eating less than half of what I used to, proves that good health is a great motivation for me. I’ve done this with no exercise at all, just calorie restricting, replacing foods I love with a healthy alternative and extreme dedication. I want to be comfortable with my body before I go back to the gym. Which is soon, I’m beginning to like my flaws and my make up, the curves, the round bits, and the bits that will eventually go.
Enough of my rant, sorry